akosijonah:

This is perhaps the saddest way I will tell how bad my heart is breaking.

I thought I was helping myself to move on and forgive you, but I was just putting myself to a greater risk. God knows how much I still love you and how hard I pray at night for an intervention. There are nights I cry…

“It is not enough to want you back but enough to make it hurt.”

hugs jonah…i hope we can talk soon. always try to find reasons to smile ha? mwah :)